Okay, okay, okay!! So, it's been a few months since I've updated my life and I'm getting it from a lot of people!! So much has changed in the last little while!!! If you ever go to my singles ward blog, you'll notice that when I do have the time, I spend it updating that blog instead of my own! So, I'll give a brief update to the things in my life!!
We'll start out with the love life. Bryan and I have ended things completely! It's funny, with every day that goes by, things get easier and I wonder to myself why I stayed in that situation for so long! He's a great guy and I will always love him and he will always have a special place in my heart. But, sometimes people come in your life for what you may think is going to be a life time and for reasons that we may not know yet, they leave and leave tidbits of love and lessons behind. With this, I have made a lot of changes in my life!! With the help of loving friends, family, and leaders, I have searched and begun to find what it is that is important to me and what I want in my life!! Had things gone differently with Bryan, I don't know if I would be at this place in my life or not!!
On my Birthday, I went on my first date in 4 years!! It was great, but it was the lessons and things that I took away from that date that I am eternally greatful for!! The guy, Dustin, showed me what I deserved, how I am to be treated, and most of all, who I am to be!! From that day forward, I have strived to live the Gospel more fully and work on the "Real important" things of life!! I've gotten more self-confidence, self-love, and have realized who I am and what I want to be!!
I decided to go back to school (with a push from God) and am now attending UVU (Utah Valley University)!!! I am going back to my life long dream of Forensic Science and am so excited!!! I love going to class and learning!!!! I was really nervous about going, but soon learned why I am suppose to be there and know that through God, He has made it possible for me to go!! I even got a Pel Grant this year and it paid for all of it!!!!!
As for the current love life, I do have a few possibilities in the mix!! For a while I didn't care much about dating!! Still don't really!!! But, it's interesting that when you focus less on the things that your heart really wants, God seems to bless you with them!!! I've met a few guys and hang out with them that I am really interested in right now!! I used to laugh at people when they would say that they were attracted to someone's spirit and how they could see that and I would think to myself, "Ya right! No one can see that!" But, it wasn't until now that I totally know what they have been talking about this whole time!! One of the guys I can totally see his spirituallity and I LOVE it!!! It's so amazing to be able to see that in people!! The other guy is fun, but I'm just not sure what is going to happen!!! I'm looking forward to getting to know these guys and hopefully more!!
Lastly, but not least, I have lost 15 pounds!! I'm still not to where I would like to be and am starting my diet again next week!! I will definately get pictures up here soon! I can't believe how much better I feel!! Not only my self-esteem, but how my body feels!!! It's great!!!
Well, I promise to do better and to try and keep everyone updated on my life!! If anyone knows of a job opening, I need a new one!!! Also, wish me luck!! :) Love you all!!!
